Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Late

Well I'll tell you all the dreams I've had
I'll write them in a song
Feelings from my pens and paper
They ain't right or wrong
Sometimes my heart breaks into pieces
And I ain't where I belong
Out of my tree is what I'm feeling
But that ain't right or wrong

There's just one thing for certain
I promise you will see
It's never too late to be the person
That you were meant to be


Well I traveled all the way to Melbourne
It feels just like my home
Down Chapel Street, no one sees ya
But that ain't right or wrong
Miles away I have this thought
So I wrote it in a song
In a God I'm a true believer
I may be right or wrong

There's just one thing for certian
I promise you will see
It's never too late to be the person
That you were meant to be

While a princess waits for her prince charming
But he may never come
Who says fairy tales can't harm you?
But they ain't right or wrong
And all the friends I've made along the way
And those who are gone
They didn't know how to leave or stay
But that ain't right or wrong

There's just one thing for certian
I promise you will see
It's never too late to be the person
That you were meant to be


I'll tell you all the dreams I've had
Then wake up from my sleep...

Right or Wrong by Gregory Page

Jonathan

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Junior

Man.
Junior year sucked.
Big time.

I think the only thing that really went right was that I passed math.
But honestly, I really could care less at this point.

I just feel like everything I poured my heart into were the things that failed.

I mean, good things happened to be sure. It is just that the bad overweighs it so
much more to me.

Still, the thing I have to learn is that no matter what I think, this year was a gift from God.
It was more than I deserved, to be sure.

It is like that hymn:
Whatever my lot thou hast taught me to say it is well with my soul.

It doesn't make make me feel like much is well with my soul, though.

Hopefully this summer will be good.
I have a lot to do...But I lack much inspiration to do it.

I guess I am trying to appreciate the year...but I don't.

I wish I could fix things, but I can't.

Jonathan

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Wishes

I wish there was something I could do,
but it always takes two.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Porcupine

For the past five; almost six years now,
You haven't once looked at me with kindness in your eyes;
And you say Judas is a brother of mine?
Oh, but sister in our darkness a light shines!
And all I ever want to say for the rest of my life,
Is how that light is GOD!


And through I've been mistaken on this or that point,
That light is God.




It has been forever since I have listened to Brother, Sister.
But I kind of have felt that way this year.
Like nothing good has really lasted, but nevertheless in darkness
God is light.
And that is all I want to say for the rest of my life...
though I have been severely mistaken at times, that light
has never ceased to be God.

I just sometimes wish my mistakes weren't so costly.
But I suppose sin does have consequence.
Life. What a double edged sword it is.

In other news, the EP is coming along pretty well. We are slowly picking away at it.
I think at this rate we can do one song a practice and be done with it in about 4 or 5 more practices.
The rest will just be up to me finding time to mix and edit everything. I am really excited about it.

Thanks for all being my friends. I know every one of you(reading this) is someone I love dearly. I can honestly say I really appreciate you being in my life.

Much love,

Jonathan