Young

Do you ever feel young?

Not in the
"I am youthful and exciting"
way.

Like in the everybody around you is like
"I am an adult and I drive and I get it"
kind of way.

It is weird dating somebody who you feel like is twenty when you feel sixteen.

I feel like Holden from the Catcher and the Rye.
He is stuck between childhood and manhood and cannot seem to transition.
Neither can I.

Oh, well. I guess life moves at a different pace for everyone.

Jonathan

Bible

Something that I am not very open about myself about is that I do not really like to read the bible.

It is not anything personal, I just feel like I get very little out of reading.

I look at it and can maybe pull a cool quote here and there...But that is just about it.
And it is not like I have never put discipline into reading it or anything.

Reading just tends to be a very empty activity for me.
But stick in a movie and I can often times catch some symbolism.

I guess that is why I am dropping to CP Language Art next year.
Reading literature means very little to me for some reason.

Anyways, I just thought I would share something about myself that you probably did not know.

Jonathan

Thanks

Thanks for everything I have.
Including what little talent I think I have.

And for the rest I will just have to trust you.

After all, who is to say that I deserve anything? (Nicky told me that once). :)

Jonathan

Equality

All men are created equal.
I think that is a lie.

If that is true then why are some people good at photography while others are writers?

People are not equal.
They are loved by God equally, though.



Imagine if you were forced to take guitar lessons and you were terrible at it. Now imagine if you were constantly told that your success in life was based on how well you could play that guitar and you will be a failure at life if you suck at it.


That is kind of how I feel right now.